I'm doing well.

I'm learning. I'm growing. I'm satisfied. I'm hungry. I'm going places.  An artist.  A thinker.  A friend.

I'm reacquainted with the sun, and books, and vegetables.  I feel good.

Art runs through my veins and my lungs, and I can just sigh at my paints and they instantly create.  I go home to find music in my bed, and we bleed joy until it stains the floor, the building, the city...

This is getting rather abstract.  While I like that, it's a little aloof, yeah?  It's just more fun than listing off "I like school.  I eat well.  I make nice art and listen to good music.  Yay fall!"  I just want to be good with words like I'm good with colors.  I want to be good with music, but I'm afraid all I'm willing to do right now is find a nice flat rooftop to lay down on and to sing from. 

I guess I'll go back to brain prodding.  Oh psychology.  One of my many affairs. 

I nearly walked right into a tree today.  I was watching a couple.  They had their backs to me, walking away, holding hands.  Then they had their arms around each other while they walked.  She retracted her arm to find something in her bag, and he touched her face and kissed her, all while making their way to the campus center.

I'm awfully surprised that I watched long enough to nearly get tree'd.  Usually I roll my eyes or look away or think something cynical.  It's kind of immature of me, but I try to keep my relationships as closeted as possible, and it's hard for me to understand public affection.  However, it wasn't that public:  it was a parking lot, and it was just the couple and me.  They didn't know I was there. 

I really didn't have to say anything -about- my couple-watching voyeurism.  I just did it.  I really want to go back to the art building for the third time today to spend more hours on my *~*masterpiece*~*.  Lulz.

1. last beverage �¨ italian soda
2. last phone call �¨ my associate
3. last instant message �¨ J-foam
4. last cd played �¨ Kid A
5. last time you cried �¨ May?
6. last text message �¨ my contractor

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. dated someone twice�¨ no
2. been cheated on?�¨ I think not
3. kissed someone & regretted it?�¨ nope
5. been depressed�¨ of course, I'm an artist  :P
6. been drunk and threw up?�¨ nein

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
1. red
2. blue
3. green

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
1. Made a new friend �¨ several!
3. Laughed until you cried �¨ absolutely
4. Met someone who changed your life �¨ wait, it's the 1st... this month I haven't done anything!
5. Found out who your true friends were �¨ I did earlier this summer
6. Is there something you want to tell someone �¨ yes, there is.
7. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life �¨ most of them, but what does that have to do with this month?
8. How many kids do you want to have?�¨ ZERO.  This month, or ever.
9. Do you have any pets? �¨ 2 cats and a dead fish
10. Do you want to change your name? �¨ sometimes I do, but it's my name, you know?
11. What did you do for your last birthday? �¨ ACL
12. What time did you wake up today? �¨ 8
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? �¨ trying to sleep, daydreaming too much
14. Name something you CANNOT wait for? �¨ all the various degrees I want to collect
15. Last time you saw your father? �¨ at dinner
16. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? �¨ I would never wish a single change.
17. What are you listening to right now?�¨ obnoxious, buzzing lights
18. Have you ever talked to Rob?�¨ which one?
19. Who's getting on your nerves right now?�¨ a lot of people I haven't talked to yet.  but I know that with their flood of questions, I will be annoyed.
20. Most visited webpage? �¨ do I dare admit it?  wtf_inc

001. Whats your real name:  Bond
002. Nicknames �¨ whore, tiny orange
003. Status �¨ the base is completely defended, captain.  the troops await attack orders.
004. Zodiac sign �¨ Virgo
005. Male or female �¨ female
006. Elementary �¨ yes
007. Middle School �¨ I went there too
008. Highschool �¨ they gave me a diploma
010. Hair colour �¨ not quite black
011. Long or short �¨ long to me, short to others.
015. Are you health freak? �¨ not at all.  I love germs.
016. Height �¨ I have two more dimensions, too
017. Do you have a crush on someone �¨ I fell in love with some leaves once
018. Do you like yourself �¨ I like myself every night.  I mean what?
019. Piercings �¨ are awesome on people other than myself
021. Righty or lefty �¨ righty for writing, both for lots of things.

FIRSTS :
022. First surgery �¨ the first has yet to happen
023. First piercing �¨ hasn't happened
024. First best friend �¨ my sister
025. First award �¨ gymnastics?  I have a medal for it.  why the fuck did I take gymnastics?
026. First sport you joined �¨ badminton.
027. First pet �¨ all I remember are the fish
028. First vacation�¨ the first I remember was camping in Texas, where I fell off a cliff.
029. First concert �¨ B*Witched.  lolol.
030. First Belief �¨ science  (Bill Nye is my lord and savior)

CURRENTLY :
049. Eating �¨ shit.  not really.  nothing.
050. Drinking �¨ the sweet sweet nectar of life.  yeah, nothing.
052. I'm about to �¨ sneeze
053. Listening to �¨ the stupid buzzing lights (god that was a good sneeze)
055. Waiting for �¨ the survey to end so I can go to bed.  damn you!

YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids? thats a hell-fucking-no 
059. Want to get married? I doubt it. 
060. Careers in mind?  psychology.  I'll either talk to people and help them overcome their inner issues, or I'll don a crisp white lab coat and fuck with some subjects.  and by fuck with I mean learn about in the nicest way possible.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :
068. Lips or eyes �¨ I find beauty in most eyes, so I'll go with lips.
069. Hugs or kisses �¨ hint:  lips are important.  hint #2:  you don't hug with lips; that's called a blowjob
070. Shorter or taller �¨ shorter or taller what?  :D
072. Romantic or spontaneous �¨ spontaneous romanticism.  romantic spontaneousness.  let's go tag a bridge, run away from la polizia, and kiss on a rooftop.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms �¨ I can ignore a stomach if the arms are teh sexx, but oh god, having both is the shit.
074. Sensitive or loud �¨ both:  masterful use of the crescendo
075. Hook-up or relationship �¨ blah
077. Trouble maker or hesitant �¨ I am hesitant to make trouble, but then I do

HAVE YOU EVER
079. Drank hard liquor: nein
080. Lost glasses/contacts �¨ a million pairs of sunglasses.
081. Ran away from home �¨ I went to college
084. Broken someone's heart �¨ I've never asked
085. Been arrested �¨ no.  been badgered by cops?  often.
086. Turned someone down �¨ yeah
087. Cried when someone died �¨ no
088. Liked a guy/girl friend �¨ I can't remember

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself �¨ that's the only thing I can really believe in
090. Miracles �¨ what's a miracle?  no, really?
091. Love at first sight �¨ signs point to yes, but the signs are wrong.
092. Heaven �¨ that's where I live now
093. Santa Claus �¨ not really.  I'd get excited like I did, but there was no epic letdown of finding out he was a myth
095. Kissing on the first date�¨ kiss whenever the fuck you want. 
096. Angels�¨ I don't really support sports teams

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? no
099. Do you believe in God? no
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? no.  he's not really my contractor.  what would I possibly need to have contracted?